
Over my many years, I’ve decided how I want to live … moment to moment. Often I fall short of my vision. Often I forget who I am.
I’m here to love, to serve, to be kind. And to have virtually all of my spirit available to the next human being I meet, rather than it being covered by a cloak of despair.
I need reminders.
This morning in bed I decided to write a few things down. And here I am, talking to you.
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I see two major times in my life:
1. When things are cool
2. When things are uncool
Here are my reminders for each:
A. All Is Well
1. Open my arms wide, hug the whole world
2. Love … scatter it throughout the cosmos or aim it at a certain person
B. I’m Experiencing A Negative Emotion (e.g. Fear)
1. Go towards it
2. Open my arms wide, hug the emotion
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And … I don’t want to do B so the emotion will disappear. (Well, part of me wants that, but not the bigger part)
I want to be close to everything
The whole enchilada