Well, there’s two things:
1. I’m teaching the Mutual Awakening Practice Course for the first time in August
2. I seemed to spend the whole night dreaming about it
I’m thrilled to be teaching how two people together can access a consciousness that is so expansive, so loving. On the other hand, there was last night. The course will be on Zoom, so naturally there I was, staring at a bunch of rectangles on the screen. Each one was filled with people – old, young, happy, sad – and I didn’t recognize anyone. Until I got to the one in the bottom left corner. Seven people I knew (the folks who will be taking the course?) were sitting on bleachers in a high school gym, laughing. They were also jumping around and throwing food at each other. How will they ever listen to what I have to say if they’re moving and grooving, and their faces are full of banana cream pie?
I glanced at a Big Ben floor clock. It was 7:29 … one minute before the class was to start. You’re on, Bruce. Have them see that you’re trustworthy and credible. And then molasses took over. I tried to open my mouth but words just inched out, and disappeared as soon as they hit the air. 7:35. Oh, no! I’m late. It’s important to start on time. I couldn’t find my rectangle … my people. The other groups were migrating from tile to tile, visiting each other, I guess. But where had the course participants disappeared to? Where are you? 7:42. I poised my finger over “Enter” to start the meeting but the darned digit wouldn’t descend to the key.
I glanced at the bottom right corner and there were my folks, but they all had their backs to me. Turn around! We’re going to start. No response. It’s not that I’d lost the class. I’d never had them in the first place.
Talk some more, Bruce. So I did. Nobody cared. I suddenly realized that my ear buds weren’t plugged in. That’s why they can’t hear me! The truth was that I couldn’t even find the ear buds. I leapt from the couch and into my bedroom, slithering under the bed and turning my neck this way and that to find the double cord. The only thing to greet my nose were dust bunnies.
Now the bathroom, now the basement … Where are the ________ ear buds?! Far from the laptop, I just knew that my students were heading home. (Sigh)
I sure hope August is an improvement