Who is this Bruce, anyway?
Conventional wisdom points to what I’ve done, what I’ve said … an accumulation of the past. Sounds logical. Perhaps, though, I can choose to move beyond reason. Could it be that hidden beneath “unreasonable” things, the truth abides?
Maybe “Bruce” is fresh at every moment, a flow leaning into the future. Nothing to do with my mistakes, insensitivities and misadventures – all stuff that’s dead because it’s in the past. Beyond the reality that society honours, I could simply be a spiritual presence, moving in love.
What if a thousand people said to me “Don’t be silly. You are your history, your body, your ideas, your joys and sorrows, your relationships, your home … the sum of your life experiences. There is nothing else! Grow up and march to the music.”
And what if I said:
I seek companions on this journey and I believe I’ve found one. Her name is Beatrice Bruteau.
The emotional personality may feel like life to us. The life story that is called by our name may seem to be our only way of conceptualizing our life. That is why it seems that we would be losing our life if we were to give up identifying ourselves in these ways.
[The word “metanoia” means “a transformation of the heart”]
Metanoia is a shift in our sense of where our selfhood is located, from the dead periphery of the personality description to the living core of transcendent and creative freedom. The metanoia is said to be like dying and being reborn. It is a shift in our sense of real being, our sense of being alive, from the emotional personality to the transcendent spirit … By seeming to die, we release ourselves from identification with the dead, and by realizing ourselves as transcendent persons, we establish ourselves in true life and can begin to do divine things.
Airy fairy … dumb … pie in the sky … true … ridiculous … infantile … lost marbles
Is the pull of the past so strong that brand new things can’t enter the world?
Is the pull of collective opinion so overwhelming that anything else is rejected?
Am I strong enough to stand with Beatrice?
What could happen if I did?