I like watching myself. And today I’m watching my tomorrow: I’m going to be on the elliptical in the gym for six hours, the equivalent of 120 kilometres of riding. My bike is still in the shop, waiting for a part that will help me climb mountain roads like a whiz. So the gym machine will have to do.
I’m watching my fear. I haven’t been strong lately and yet my task is huge tomorrow. I’m also in the middle of getting off caffeine, and the head is a bit fuzzy. With all of this, I’m strangely calm and excited about the morrow’s adventure. I don’t understand how this can be.
I sweat a lot on the elliptical and a few days ago I lost my Captain America sweat band. The only one left is an ode to Batman. If I go to the gym with just one, my eyes will be flooded with stinging liquid, and finishing the job will be a very large challenge. So after buying a tent at Mountain Equipment Co-Op this afternoon (for the ride across Canada!), I went searching for reinforcements.
Hey, this should be no sweat. I’ll go to SportChek. In I walked and a lovely employee directed me to the band display. No Captain America, no Superman … just the Nike swoosh and the NBA logo. I’m not particularly attached to either.
One spiritual perception is that no one thing or moment is better than any other. So Nike should be just fine. Except it wasn’t. I could feel myself pulled towards an expression of me, and there wasn’t any on the stand. I walked out.
Again, Buddhism would say that there is no me to be expressed. However Bruceness was clearly alive today and I decided to retrace my steps to MEC. My tent discussion apparently left no room for sweat band contemplation. In I walked, and a smiling woman revealed to me that sweat was not an issue for the foreheads of their customers. No bands.
“Go back to SportChek.” > “No, I don’t want to be branded. Search on.” End of discussion.
I know! A running store. Makes sense. So all the way into downtown London to enter the hallowed hall of The Running Room. A friendly and yet incredulous saleswoman told me they had bands to hold back hair but nothing to mop up perspiration. Oh. I wondered how true runners keep their eyes clear. She suggested I try National Sport.
Runner’s Choice is the other major running store in London, and it’s also downtown. Due to clogged traffic, it would have been easier to head directly to National Sport but I seemed to be a driven man. And a huge smile was adorning my face. It was wonderfully silly to keep travelling between stores just to make sure I survived tomorrow. So … Runner’s Choice.
Nobody home as I opened the door but eventually an unsmiling clerk came from the back. No, they didn’t stock sweat bands anymore, except for one patterned pink one. It didn’t even look like a sweat band to me, and although I love pink, I said no.
National Sport it is. Another sweat band rack and this time I saw red, white and blue types festooned with some unidentifiable logo. Sold! Here’s to Wednesday’s dry eyes.
I marvel at my mind and take joy in watching it at work, with no judgment of the process. It’s a marvelous instrument, just like yours. And sometimes it has a mind of its own.