Just sitting around at home, or better said, my home away from home. I feel accepted as a brother, without the “in-law” tacked on. Also as an uncle, even though I’m 50 years older than the kids. Several times during our trip, servers have identified me as “grandpa” and who am I to complain? I like it.
If you look at a lifetime through the lens of a year, I wonder where I am? It feels like October. All those bright fall colours. I don’t get that I’m buried in snow and cold, even though the white stuff is lovely when it glistens in the sun. But I wonder what I’ll be feeling like on New Year’s Eve.
I was watching women’s golf on TV yesterday afternoon, trying to suppress my obsession with Canadian golfer Brooke Henderson. I was comfy in a black leather chair. I expect that Jace doesn’t like TV golf, but here he comes to snuggle up to me. We watched several holes that way. I felt like dad.
Later, Jaxon came over to me as I sat on the couch. He leaned over and gave me a hug. The boys and I hug to say goodnight but it was cool that he did it in the middle of the day.
I can feel that Jaxon, Jagger and Jace are sad that I’m leaving this morning. Ember too. Bruce too. Family, you know.
We watched another episode of “Just For Laughs Gags” before bed. Gosh, I love that show. Here’s my favourite:
A woman walks down the street wearing a hat. She tips her head back and the hat falls off. She keeps walking. A fellow behind reaches down to pick up the hat. As he does so, the woman takes an identical hat that she’s been carrying and puts it on her head. The man looks up and, astonished, sees that another hat is in place. He comes up to her and extends the hat to her, to which she replies ” Oh, no thanks. I’m already wearing one.”
Makes me happy.
In a couple of hours, I’m back on the road towards Weyburn, Saskatchewan, where I’ll be staying with Henry and Louise again. I’m not going alone. Lance, Nona, Jace, Jagger and Jaxon will be in the back seat.