I drink Gatorade on my cycling excursions, and I’m an equal opportunity guzzler – blue, green and orange. A couple of weeks ago, I looked in the orange container and there wasn’t even a scoopful left. So I poured the bits into the blue. Before my next ride, I tried to get as much of the orange pieces into the scoop as I could. Same on the ride after that. Lately, though, I’ve been taking a teaspoon and picking out the orange grains and dropping them into the scoop, unavoidably accompanied by some blue.
Today I was like a surgeon, moving aside the blue stuff with the teaspoon and getting every orange granule that I could lay my eyes on. It took me about fifteen minutes to fill that scoop.
So the question: What am I doing and why am I doing it? And then it came to me: I am purifying the blue container as a symbol of purifying myself. All this time I’d spent and the true meaning of it was just under the surface of my awareness.
So what else do I do as an expression of Spirit? And not doing it as a way to get something or arrive somewhere, but as a way to deepen what is already inside of me. Here are a few of my idiotsyncrasies (Jody’s word):
1. I replace burnt out lightbulbs quickly. (Having my light and others’ shine)
2. A small statue of the Buddha sits on the hassock near my man chair. I turn it so that my friend is looking directly at me. (Making contact with people, a timeless kind of contact)
3. When I turn on my laptop, a little sign appears in the bottom right corner of the screen once things are booted up, announcing that I’m connected to the Internet. I watch that sign until it gradually fades away to nothing. (All things – good, bad and indifferent – must pass)
4. We have a ceiling fan in the kitchen. When I pull the cord to shut it off, I watch the blades turn … slower and slower … until they finally stop. (I will die. The body that is Bruce will weaken gradually and someday come to a halt)
5. I could use a wall switch to turn off the ceiling fan but I prefer the pull cord. (I am drawn to ancient rhythms rather than modern conveniences. But I still use light switches!)
6. I sometimes take my right hand and draw it to the right, palm up, and hold it there for a few seconds. (In moments of spiritual awareness. And the palm is up to open and connect)
7. I park Hugo and Scarlet facing in to the space. (I want to be with whatever’s next, rather than turning away from it)
8. When I’m doing walking meditation at IMS on the circular drive, I walk right in the middle of the road, and step aside if someone is approaching me on the same line (To be balanced in life. And to yield to others rather than pressing forward)
9. I place the coffee mugs on the shelf right side up instead of upside down. (So they’re open to the world, not insulated from it)
10. I stand with my arms falling loosely by my sides. (So the energy will flow)
I haven’t put all this on video yet
Maybe someday soon in a theatre near you