I just had the thought: “You have jet lag. Don’t write in your blog today.” It was immediately replaced by: “Write your blog while you have jet lag.” I choose the second one.
First of all, any thought about the quality of today’s writing is drifting away. It’s not important. I barely have the oomph to proofread. Oh well … I’ll write something.
I flew overnight on Sunday from Toronto to Brussels, arriving about 8:00 am on Monday. No sleep on the plane. At the airport I was in a lineup for Customs for over an hour and I couldn’t have cared less. I even talked with an American guy in line about US politics. And that’s so unlike me. Maybe I should fly overnight more often, just to see what version of Bruce shows up.
After taking the train to Gent, it was time for a tram. I stood at Perron 20 for seemingly endless minutes until someone told me that it was the wrong stop for Tram 4 – it had moved to Perron 18 in my absence. Such discussions met a mind that was slowly fading away.
At last home in my apartment building. My suitcase was pretty close to the 23 kilogram limit and I knew that the fifty steps up to my apartment was far too much for this dreary body and mind. I went into the Bento House restaurant on the ground floor and asked Li to carry my bag upstairs. I knew he would help me, and he was happy to. A good neighbour.
(A little voice just said “Stop writing. Tell them you’ll continue tomorrow.” A response came, with respect: “No.”)
I know the prevailing wisdom about jet lag: “Stay awake as long as you can into the evening of the new place.” I set a goal of 9:00 pm. It seemed like approximately forever into the future.
I needed to eat. And so came a meal at Lunchroom Martens. It was so busy that there was no chance to talk to hosts Fran and Lieve … and I needed to talk.
Next I dropped into Jagger’s, one of my favourite breakfast places. Thank God Franky had a few minutes to talk. I stumbled through my words but at least they came. Speaking, listening – I know how to do those things.
(Oh boy. Why am I doing this? Fuzzy head leads to fuzzy words? Okay … that’s better than no words.)
Back at home. “How do I stay awake till 9? I know. I’ll go to the CNN app and read what Donald Trump has to say. That should jolt me awake!” And it worked.
As the sun’s decline accompanied my own, I decided to watch a movie. That should work as well. I chose War Games on Prime Video. It was the story of a teenaged guy who accidentally hacked into a US military site and started a “game” which the government thought was real: the Soviet Union was sending missiles our way! I saw the flick maybe twenty years ago and magically remembered some of the dialogue. I shook my head at the marvels of an older, exhausted human brain.
Movie done at 9:20. Body horizontal at 9:25. Sleep.
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I did it! All this writing, I mean. Hope you enjoyed my meanderings.
Welcome back Bruce!
Thank you, Boaz. I’m home.